Captian's Log Eyes Shut 3 Nov 2023 There is no place, no love, no hope, no want in this desire to belong. Belonging to nothing, hoping for nothing, loving nothing; in the end, being nowhere, heading nowhere……
Captian's Log Imperfect Passing 2 Nov 2023 I've felt no greater terror in my life than when those cold, dead fingers gripped my shoulder. I had less warning than some. I did not know I was so…
Captian's Log Falling Insane 15 Oct 202314 Oct 2023 I thought, maybe, we'd see a new day. There are things we imagine, things we regret, and things which haven't yet been. I am a wreck of late. I can't…
Captian's Log Conceived in the Dark 14 Oct 2023 One can forget that he is dreaming. That is the danger, sometimes. I lost myself in a dream last night. It was a cold place, a place I don't want…
Captian's Log Dark Gods 8 Oct 20237 Oct 2023 How soft the shadow creeps the specter, Death, awaits and something in me weeps and something in me hates. Above me, clearest blue, above me, pine-tree bower, and here, a…
Captian's Log Plodding 28 Sep 202325 Sep 2023 The gentle hand of death leaves scars the blows of love bring life whatever's written in the stars whatever's cut by mortal knife the fear will get my heart to…
Captian's Log Undeath 16 Sep 20239 Sep 2023 The horrible thing about a dead body is that it's dead. All the things, the accidents, the smell, the stiffening, the decay, are all symbols of one unendurable fact: a…
Captian's Log September 11th, 2023 11 Sep 2023 It is 9/11, and I really did forget. It wasn't until I got to work this morning and heard an announcement commemorating the day that I realized what day it…
Captian's Log We All Fall Down 6 Sep 20234 Sep 2023 And we all fall down and lose our crown yes, the end draws near and I'm full of fear My knees do shake and my heart does break I must…
Captian's Log Scare Me 17 Aug 202312 Aug 2023 Scare me please; give me a fright,break my mind with a horrendous sightbeat my senseless senses downto save me from this wicked clownNothing to love, so I love fearmy heart…
