Captian's Log Little Death 16 May 202614 May 2026 Now is the fading of the light, the night comes, and I stand alone. All around me, little death has taken them, friend and enemy alike, and I walk companionless…
Captian's Log Life Update: Older + A Prayer 30 Apr 2026 Well, I haven't talked about exercising in a bit. I think not since October. I hit a wall last year. I got sick but had no insurance. It took months…
Captian's Log In the Morning, It Rained 25 Apr 202623 Apr 2026 One does not always know what the right thing to do is. One cannot always know. So, one prays. Inarticulate, all I can say, as I weep, is please. Please,…
Captian's Log Tonight 24 Apr 202623 Apr 2026 Tonight, we are alone. Tonight, amid all the noise, we find something like silence, the sound of beatings hearts, soft and quiet, overwhelms all the music and chaos. Your eyes,…
Captian's Log Reality 11 Apr 2026 I'd hoped, but I see now it ain't so. No, it ain't, not the way I thought at first. I'd hoped, but I see. So walk with me awhile, if…
Captian's Log It’s Called, I Do a Little Rambling 23 Feb 202617 Feb 2026 It seems to me there is an opposite version of the euphemism treadmill. Before I was born, my father worked with special needs adults, except, back then, the term special…
Captian's Log Love Nest and Zombies 14 Feb 2026 She lay there, half covered in the disheveled sheets of our lovemaking, the silken red covers flowing freely over her hips like a waterfall. Her one exposed breast rose like…
Captian's Log My Breast Your Grave 12 Feb 20267 Feb 2026 I try to find out where I broke my heart, which blow it was that did me in, but no pain or grief has slain my soul— I dwell upon…
Captian's Log Free to Dance 30 Dec 202527 Dec 2025 Smile with me, dream with me, and dance the dance of death. Round and round, let's go, caught in each others' arms. The music is alive, though the ground is…
Captian's Log Seer 28 Dec 202526 Dec 2025 What comes after . . . I cannot tell. Whether dreams or darkness or light. What remains, I know. Love. Love remains here. There, I can only guess. Then, have you found your way,…