Captian's Log The Voice is Questioned 20 Jun 202620 Jun 2026 But don't you see? Why won't you see? Heaven, it's the Sabbath. It is rest. Every achievement we make, yes I understand, it is nothing. And maybe the only achievement…
Captian's Log The Voice Questions 19 Jun 202618 Jun 2026 So we come to the end of things. Another job well done between us. Bathetic. There is never any glory, any pride. Maybe it's just me. I can't feel these…
Captian's Log Even, Now 13 Apr 202611 Apr 2026 Doom became a sort of peace. As I fell, expecting nothing but death in the end, I knew there was nothing I could do. In that knowledge, in that acceptance,…
Captian's Log The Last Time? 16 Feb 202614 Feb 2026 Is this my final goodbye? I do not know. Is this just another visit? Who can tell me? When the storm comes, will I be so far away, so very…
Captian's Log When I Shatter 11 Feb 20267 Feb 2026 Too easy to love and too easy to hate,too easy to become what you just can't take. All of these hungers that I just can't sateand I fear every moment…
Captian's Log Where Is the Cat!? 31 Jan 202624 Jan 2026 How soft he treads the snowHis padded feet without a soundNo one sees now where he goesbut fear he is around. The tiger's whitethe snow is brightwind in your ear—howls…
Captian's Log 2025: The End 31 Dec 202527 Dec 2025 The final hours of the year, the last grains of sand falling through the hourglass, and I'll be sleeping soundly. I do not plan to stay up to greet 2026…
Captian's Log God! 8 Dec 2025 God! Somedays my prayer is just that appeal. I have no words in my heart, only pain, and that pain can only be opened up in that one syllable. God!…
Captian's Log Thanksgiving 2025 27 Nov 202525 Nov 2025 Happy Thanksgiving. Today I am immensely grateful for my job. I have been out of work a long time, and a lot of us have been. It's probably only going…
Captian's Log Teetering 20 Nov 2025 One of the propellers was slow, making a high pitched whining noise. "Hailing the captain," I spoke into the tube. "What is it?" "I suppose you know this, but I…