Captian's Log Gym Update: Seeking Health 28 Sep 202628 Sep 2026 I went back to the gym last Saturday. It's been a while. It wasn't even mostly for health, at least not physical health. I just couldn't focus on the writing…
Captian's Log By and By 21 Sep 2026 Along the bannister, my fingers brushing the rails, I gaze into the unlit study below. Soft, cushioned seats, shelf upon shelf of interesting books, invisible to me. I reach the…
Captian's Log World Gone Mad 10 Sep 2026 I didn't know of Charlie Kirk until after. I recognized the face, but he wasn't someone I followed. I recognized his organization, and the "Change My Mind" format of his…
Captian's Log A Decision 21 Aug 2026 Silence fills the room as every head turns toward the youth. The moment he felt their gazes falling upon him, in that split second of dreadful self-awareness, there was a…
Captian's Log Three Short Verses 18 Jul 202611 Jul 2026 One Hear the sound of gentle waves oh how I long to take a day.Let me watch the ocean rumble low and gaze on a seagull's play. Two Why do…
Captian's Log The Voice is Questioned 20 Jun 202620 Jun 2026 But don't you see? Why won't you see? Heaven, it's the Sabbath. It is rest. Every achievement we make, yes I understand, it is nothing. And maybe the only achievement…
Captian's Log The Voice Questions 19 Jun 202618 Jun 2026 So we come to the end of things. Another job well done between us. Bathetic. There is never any glory, any pride. Maybe it's just me. I can't feel these…
Captian's Log Even, Now 13 Apr 202611 Apr 2026 Doom became a sort of peace. As I fell, expecting nothing but death in the end, I knew there was nothing I could do. In that knowledge, in that acceptance,…
Captian's Log The Last Time? 16 Feb 202614 Feb 2026 Is this my final goodbye? I do not know. Is this just another visit? Who can tell me? When the storm comes, will I be so far away, so very…
Captian's Log When I Shatter 11 Feb 20267 Feb 2026 Too easy to love and too easy to hate,too easy to become what you just can't take. All of these hungers that I just can't sateand I fear every moment…
