Captian's Log Meditations on Hell 1 Jul 202630 Jun 2026 To be so close to Hell is, I'm sure, a great advantage to me. I am edified. Not every night, my neighbor goes on a bender shouting so loudly I…
Captian's Log The Voice is Questioned 20 Jun 202620 Jun 2026 But don't you see? Why won't you see? Heaven, it's the Sabbath. It is rest. Every achievement we make, yes I understand, it is nothing. And maybe the only achievement…
Captian's Log Waking From the Dream 28 Apr 2026 Strange dreams assault me. Visions I cannot explain. Messages I fear are for someone else. I do not understand what I see. Late in the deep darkness of night, Light…
Captian's Log The Fall 6 Apr 202630 Mar 2026 The mighty giant did not fall all at once once he was dead. Rampaging across the mountains, his feet wet with the blood of men and beasts, his heart was…
Captian's Log White… 26 Mar 202620 Mar 2026 White. All white. Burning white. Up, down, right, left, all around me, everywhere, nothing but limitless white. My eyes hurt with the soft but ever-present luminosity, but my eyes wouldn't…
Captian's Log Cinder’s Nest 25 Mar 202619 Mar 2026 Sweet are the faces smiling now, sweet in their blind rapture. Sweet are the nods, and sweet their squinting eyes, approval for all that they despise. I will destroy, I…
Captian's Log Beyond 24 Mar 202618 Mar 2026 Written the morning before returning to work after being sick: Beyond the fever, beyond the dream,beyond death's cold and bitter gleam,beyond the shadows, beyond the night,beyond all this, I see…
Captian's Log Left or Right 22 Mar 202617 Mar 2026 Smiling Satan offers two handsa sin to the right, or a sin to the left.How little man understandswhen of the good he's bereft.Set your eye on the gooda star for…
Captian's Log Immortal Fall 1 Mar 202621 Feb 2026 I have been falling for so very long now that I can sometimes forget, push it out of my mind, and pretend. In another thousand years, will I be human…
Captian's Log As the Grave 3 Dec 202529 Nov 2025 I have learned to speak but fear, in this moment, the real skill is in silence. I am not given to silence, as a rule. At this crisis, I feel…
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