Captian's Log Best to Pretend 13 Feb 20267 Feb 2026 Have you been dreaming? So softly, dreams come, visions broken in waking, shattered by a startling light. What violence the truth can bring. Best to close your eyes; keep them…
Captian's Log My Breast Your Grave 12 Feb 20267 Feb 2026 I try to find out where I broke my heart, which blow it was that did me in, but no pain or grief has slain my soul— I dwell upon…
Captian's Log Shape Shifter 10 Feb 20267 Feb 2026 Slipping the handcuffs off, he tossed them in the alley's bin, regretting the loud thunking echo which rose from the nearly hollow container. Garbage day, he thought as he stripped…
Captian's Log The Dreadful Thing 5 Feb 202631 Jan 2026 What avails you now that you have sold your soul? What more can I do? Can I undo what was done? Yes, yes I can. That is the dreadful thing.…
Captian's Log In the Wind 29 Jan 202624 Jan 2026 Sometimes, I remember, and I want to weep. It hits me, harder than you know. But then again, I forget it so quickly and cannot account for these tears rolling…
Captian's Log Re-Cleansed 28 Jan 202624 Jan 2026 "But don't you see how all this would never have happened without that tragedy?" "You throw shit in my face, and when I have cleaned myself, say 'I have cleaned…
Captian's Log Desert Rain 26 Jan 202624 Jan 2026 Water was in the air, the scent of falling rain. Something, something primordial, clicked inside of me. I hardly knew what I knew. I ran in the night, and my…
Captian's Log Mountain 23 Jan 202619 Jan 2026 How mighty is the mountain, how deep its shadow? How heavy is my heart. How broken I feel. If I have walked the tightrope, I have fallen. If I have…
Captian's Log There Was a Song 21 Jan 202619 Jan 2026 There was a song we sang, in the quiet and the dark, when our hope was—well, back then, it seemed the hope of fools—and we sang it in whispers so…
Captian's Log Cassilda’s Song 18 Jan 202610 Jan 2026 "Song of my soul, my voice is dead," sings Cassilda, and I feel those words. So much time has been lost, weeks now, to this sickness. I cannot write, cannot…
