Captian's Log Meditation on Passivity 30 May 202428 May 2024 I was thinking about passivity the other day in my prayers, and it seemed to me that there were two ways in which one might be passive. There is a…
Captian's Log Towel 25 May 2024 Well, it's Towel Day. I cannot overstate how much The Guide meant to me as a child. Strangely enough, without knowing the occasion, I rewatched the Disneyfied version last night…
Captian's Log Bumblebee 23 May 2024 Of course, we can't understand, yet, how the bumblebee flies. It makes no sense, aerodynamically, anyway. But the bumblebee, that simple creature, hasn't the brains to know anything about aerodynamics.…
Captian's Log The Next Step 22 May 2024 I am very tired. I did not know how very tired until I woke up enough to feel it. A cold is being passed around the workplace, not a full…
Captian's Log Mothers’ Day 12 May 2024 Happy Mothers' Day My mother has refused to let me or any of us do anything for her, but we have spent nearly the whole day together, quietly. My father…
Captian's Log Pronouns, Please 7 May 202428 Jul 2025 As someone who is not an established author, I have certain benefits. I write whatever I want, having no responsibilities to anyone, and I say what I want, holding onto…
Captian's Log Going Forward 6 May 2024 So, I've been working on a project last week, a vampire novella, and I am hoping to get it published. The story itself is the trial/confession of a vampire who…
Captian's Log None Can Foresee 2 May 20242 May 2024 Fantasy sings his song to me, and I, his grinning captive, sit to dream. But soon, too soon, I wake and burst the spell. All gone but for the memories…
Captian's Log And White Were the Waves 1 May 2024 Rocked away into unbidden sleep by the growing waves of the coming storm, a horrible blackness overtakes me, black like the sea; I sunk into her depths. ~ Swung as…
Captian's Log For Now 28 Apr 2024 When I was younger, in my early twenties, I was exceedingly unhappy. At some point, I began to pray that I would die young, around thirty. I am no longer…