Sinus Infection

Okay, I’m sick. Sinus infection. Not fun. Missing work, but not being creative. Not reading or doing anything that requires a modicum of mental focus. Feel like a complete degenerate. I should do something. Get up, walk around confusedly. Can’t remember why I’m up. Go back to bed. This has been my last 48 hours or so. Self-recrimination for not doing something; self-recrimination for not resting. A nagging fear I’ll never create anything ever again, that I’ll lose all my talent. Fairly sure the world is ending, but it was doing that before I got sick. I should do something.