Captian's Log Mountain 23 Jan 202619 Jan 2026 How mighty is the mountain, how deep its shadow? How heavy is my heart. How broken I feel. If I have walked the tightrope, I have fallen. If I have…
Captian's Log Help in This Rest 17 Jan 202610 Jan 2026 I feel broken. My cough has returned. I'm so tired, but I can't sleep. I drink water, but I'm always thirsty. I'm either burning up or freezing; hungry, but can…
Captian's Log 2025: The End 31 Dec 202527 Dec 2025 The final hours of the year, the last grains of sand falling through the hourglass, and I'll be sleeping soundly. I do not plan to stay up to greet 2026…
Captian's Log A Breather 18 Dec 202512 Dec 2025 He splashed the cool water against his face while leaning over the basin of the stainless steel sink. Its scuffed surface allowed only a dim shadow of a reflection; he…
Captian's Log God! 8 Dec 2025 God! Somedays my prayer is just that appeal. I have no words in my heart, only pain, and that pain can only be opened up in that one syllable. God!…
Captian's Log I’d Just Like to Say, “Ow” 27 Sep 2025 As I finish up my first full week of going to the gym, I'd just like to say, Ow. That being said, I'm hoping I'm doing some good for my…
Captian's Log Between the Heavens and the Seas 16 Sep 202513 Sep 2025 Stop. I long to stop. To rest. To be stopped. Is there not a… I am, am I? Then why can't I, through all my tears and prayers, stop what…
Captian's Log Final Pain 29 Jul 2025 The tears are falling now, now that I've said goodbye one final time, and yet I feel a smile encroaching on the pain. Pain, it is my world; has been…
Captian's Log Left Hand 14 Jun 2025 I wish I understood. I see the pattern. It's a clear enough pattern. The driver's side tire went out, that is, my left tire, the left arm broke off my…
Captian's Log Catching Stars 2 Mar 202520 Feb 2025 I am catching a star in a net, or dancing a jig in the air, I am faster than I am, or shouting my whispered secret.I am…not sure and in…