Captian's Log Christmas 2025 25 Dec 202524 Dec 2025 Merry Christmas, what a phrase, those magic words do heal. As though I walked within a daze—stark sanity—I kneel. Merry Christmas, Christ is born,the savior of my soul. And though…
Captian's Log Prayer in Pneumonia 20 Dec 202513 Dec 2025 There shines the first light of the nightOne bright spot in the pale blue skyI'll make a wish, if it's alrightLord help, I feel like I'm going to die. I'm…
Captian's Log Tears in Spring 7 Dec 20256 Dec 2025 What happens next? I watched my world burn. Who am I with no one to call my name? What is my story? The past is gone. There is no future.…
Captian's Log Whither 4 Dec 202529 Nov 2025 A fresh wave washed over my head, and in that moment, blind and confused, I let the rising tide take me whither it would. The waters lifted me up, and…
Captian's Log I Sought the Sun 30 Nov 202527 Nov 2025 I sought the sun, the light, the life, but space is cold and dark. Advance upon advance, and never forward, never nearer; always, somewhere between the vision and the act,…
Captian's Log Thanksgiving 2025 27 Nov 202525 Nov 2025 Happy Thanksgiving. Today I am immensely grateful for my job. I have been out of work a long time, and a lot of us have been. It's probably only going…
Captian's Log Falling Leaf 24 Nov 2025 Thanksgiving is around the corner, and right now being thankful is an act of the will. It should not be. I have a huge opportunity in front of me with…
Captian's Log Hope and Dread 23 Nov 202522 Nov 2025 The fog has cleared away. The morning mists are lifted heavenward, and a clear, bright day has come. Yet still, my troubled mind its own fog carries, haunted by fears…
Captian's Log Window to Heaven 8 Sep 202530 Aug 2025 Somewhere a censer swings. This dark place is full of smoke and unutterable chants. Incense fills my nose as my desperate eyes search for the light. God help those whose…
Captian's Log A Rock of Happiness Submerged in Tears 20 Jul 202519 Jul 2025 How happy I am today. It is no fiery thing, no explosion, but a solid block, a faithful thing, I find inside my heart. It leaves room for tears and…