Captian's Log Growing Dim 13 Mar 202411 Mar 2024 I have done what I fear I'd do.At least I said what's true.And I see that I've hurt my friend,but here I cannot bend. There are times when you pray…
Captian's Log Create Me My God 1 Mar 2024 Create me my God, and husband my soul. Plant my feet in your garden, and lead me where you will. I have been sick in my bed, but I rise…
Captian's Log Tears of God 10 Jan 20247 Jan 2024 How gentle is the river now,how slow and calm he seems,and yet 'twas just an hour sincethe banks were full of screams. An hour since a life he tookdown to…
Captian's Log 2023: Christmas Eve 24 Dec 202323 Dec 2023 Merry Christmas Eve to all the world. Santa's polishing his sleigh, and the reindeer are restless. The elves are loading the bags while they sing a merry tune. The time…
Captian's Log I Saw 14 Dec 2023 I saw, all in a moment, not what was, but in a sense, what ought to be. I should, if I were more sensible—perhaps I should have wept or laughed,…
Captian's Log Prayer: Where Are You? 11 Nov 2023 What is my hope, O God? Where do I look? Where are you in this misery? I have sinned from my birth, cut from the womb, near dead, but I…
Captian's Log I Love My Cat 26 Jun 202317 Jun 2023 I love my cat, her warmth and claws, I love her fur and little paws, I love her shining, emerald eyes, the way in which she lies, her never ending…
Captian's Log 2023: Dobbs 24 Jun 2023 Today is the first anniversary of the Dobbs decision, and I'm wondering how many children are turning one today as well on account of it. How many babies are crying…
Captian's Log I Killed a Man the Other Day 22 Jun 202317 Jun 2023 I killed a man the other day, and that is why I cannot stay. I killed the man who killed my love. No one can say but Him above, none…
Captian's Log On the Death of My Uncle at the End of a Slow Suicide 18 Jun 202317 Jun 2023 Please God, he was only ever good to me. I know, I cannot help but know it, what sort of man he was. But is there not some hope for…