Captian's Log God! 8 Dec 2025 God! Somedays my prayer is just that appeal. I have no words in my heart, only pain, and that pain can only be opened up in that one syllable. God!…
Captian's Log Tears in Spring 7 Dec 20256 Dec 2025 What happens next? I watched my world burn. Who am I with no one to call my name? What is my story? The past is gone. There is no future.…
Captian's Log Whither 4 Dec 202529 Nov 2025 A fresh wave washed over my head, and in that moment, blind and confused, I let the rising tide take me whither it would. The waters lifted me up, and…
Captian's Log As the Grave 3 Dec 202529 Nov 2025 I have learned to speak but fear, in this moment, the real skill is in silence. I am not given to silence, as a rule. At this crisis, I feel…
Captian's Log Lemon 26 Nov 202525 Nov 2025 "Do you understand how old this is?" "No." "No? No, well, alright. I mean, the fall and rise of every empire, before any word was ever written down, I mean,…
Captian's Log Hope and Dread 23 Nov 202522 Nov 2025 The fog has cleared away. The morning mists are lifted heavenward, and a clear, bright day has come. Yet still, my troubled mind its own fog carries, haunted by fears…
Captian's Log Intelligence 22 Nov 2025 "Just a word of warning," I said. "What?" "They're a bugger to kill." He raised his eyebrow in a disbelieving gesture. "Listen, kid, even when that thing was dying, it…
Captian's Log What You Have Found 11 Nov 2025 You have killed God and are afraid of Him. The God of creation, of distinction, if you will, the God of prejudice, even of segregation. He creates by dividing one…
Captian's Log Ad Astra 8 Nov 202531 Oct 2025 I know it's not vogue, especially for our side, to believe in God, but I've never felt so close to Him, or so distant. It's a paradox. I've never been…
Captian's Log Ad Astra 7 Nov 202531 Oct 2025 I'm not going to wait. Probably be better if I did. Slow, quiet sleep, if I remember right. I'll just pass out, but there's something not many people get a…
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