Captian's Log The Genteel Way 20 Mar 202515 Mar 2025 I'm not an idealist, I don't know if I believe in anything, but I want to keep my soul. If I stay here any longer, watching these twerps get pushed…
Captian's Log The Genteel Way 19 Mar 202515 Mar 2025 It has always been, "Next time," for me, and I fear that, if the pattern continues, it will never be this time. I'll run my course just standing in a…
Captian's Log A New Morn 9 Mar 20257 Mar 2025 Here is the ending phantom, fading away as a new day begins. It was a pleasant dream to dream, comforting in its way, but now it ends. A shadow is…
Captian's Log Broken Glass 5 Mar 20251 Mar 2025 A sorrow fills me; like wine gives clear glass color, so I am glass, ready to break and stain your shirt with my tears. Yet, do not touch, do not…
Captian's Log Lights in the Earth 4 Mar 202527 Feb 2025 The pounding beat was in my soul. My tired body swung and swayed upon the floor. The flashing lights, changing color with each pulse, enchanted me like a zapper attracting…
Captian's Log Falling Apart | Part V 1 Mar 202520 Feb 2025 I remember the falling, and before that the terrible cry of madness, of a mind breaking, but somehow, I remember him above me, flying up higher and higher, speeding away…
Captian's Log Falling Apart | Part IV 28 Feb 202520 Feb 2025 I had pretended peace, real peace with my enemy, imploring him to remember our old friendship: "Let us hike, let us remember where we used to sneak off after school."…
Captian's Log Falling Apart | Part III 27 Feb 202520 Feb 2025 It was all meant to be, and as my mind wanders over the soggy fields to the place of my triumph—oh blessed darkness. In my mind, lost in thought, dreaming…
Captian's Log Falling Apart | Part II 26 Feb 202520 Feb 2025 Yes, the rain is my companion, my accomplice, diligently erasing all evidence of my sin. Perhaps the rain even intends to bury him for me in a mudslide. Heaven must…
Captian's Log Falling Apart | Part I 25 Feb 202520 Feb 2025 The sound of the rain upon the skylight pleases me this morning, but the storm makes the world dark as I'm longing to see the light of the sky. I…