Captian's Log Asthma and Despair 30 Jan 2022 Had an asthma attack yesterday. Been very low energy. Don't really want to do anything. Do you ever feel like hope is just a form of enslavement? a grift? that…
Captian's Log Drabble: The Sidewalk Ends 13 Jan 2022 One day you gave up. I don't know why. You just stopped. You're like a dead fish carried in a stream; I see you moving, but there's no life there.…
Captian's Log Poem: Going Crazy 19 Jul 2021 I feel a little crazy, I feel a little mad, I trampled down a daisy, and felt a little sad. I searched through air and water, through fire and the…
Captian's Log Getting Close | An Inflection Point 15 Jul 2021 I'm getting close. So, I post here a lot, every day in fact. I started about four years ago when I just wanted to escape my life, and have continued…
Captian's Log Being Sick Brings Out My Depression 30 Apr 2021 The slaughter of thousands is forgotten for a stubbed toe, and we never noticed the murdered millions. Man is a funny animal which struts like a cock though he's about…
Captian's Log Poem: A Muddy Pool 11 Dec 2020 Please Read: A Muddy Pool I sit beside a little pit all filled right now with rain, and with a sigh begin to cry as life renews its pain. Within…
Captian's Log Poem: I 3 Dec 2020 Please Read: I I saw the sun over the trees, and knowing that the day was done, I turned into the bitter breeze. I walked alone and saw no one.…
Captian's Log Unconscionable Sorrow 14 Oct 2020 My unconscionable sorrow, like some treacherous tide, flows over me in a moment. I'm drowned in my own salty tears. I hold my breath, grasping the rock below. Soon the…
Captian's Log Short Poem: Open Veins 27 Sep 2020 The dreams inside my brain are killing me,but still they are the sweetest sight to see.I long to fall asleep and stay in bed,to hide within the visions of my…
Captian's Log Autobiographic Material: Reflection Upon Reflection 12 Sep 2020 (Author's Note: I wrote this for a class. Each section corresponds to a question I was to answer. The headings may not make perfect sense outside of that context.) Meeting…
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