White. All white. Burning white. Up, down, right, left, all around me, everywhere, nothing but limitless white. My eyes hurt with the soft but ever-present luminosity, but my eyes wouldn’t close. I waited, the tears pouring down my cheeks, for the voice. This was how it always was, though this place was new. When they wanted to speak, when they wanted my attention, I would find myself in one of the rooms, a place without space or form, a place of concept, idea. It’s hard to explain unless you have been there.
I went to the underworld this way, and felt myself in the agonizing comfort of the grave which is all graves. R’lyeh beckoned me, once, and I swear I smelt Cthulhu’s breath. Heaven and Hell have vouchsafed me hints of their eternal justice. Always, a message. Some word to go to someone or some people. Here, in the white room, silence, all silence and no time; only white.
I think it is the desert, or not. A desert is a living type of thing. It is harsh, but alive. There are flowers in the desert. You can find a well, deep, and there’s something sweet to that water. This is something that is in the desert without all the good. No rain ever thunders here, no cloud casts a shadow. No sun, either, scorches you. Just emptiness. White, burning white, blinding…
To whom it may concern, there is silence in the desert, but it costs your eyes. They go for the eyes first.