I feel broken. My cough has returned. I’m so tired, but I can’t sleep. I drink water, but I’m always thirsty. I’m either burning up or freezing; hungry, but can barely look at food. I’m so tired. Here is my third round of antibiotics. Will they help? My chest hurts from the coughing, and I’m wheezing as I struggle toward the bathroom.
God! Heal me. Please, God, let me live, work, succeed? But not my will. What is success? I cannot know my story until the end.
Into your hands. God, I’ve lost so much. Please help in this rest.