A sea of dazzling colors swaying in the breeze, an ocean of perfumes, how subtlety they please, but I am dead. I'm dead, but yet I have not gone. Eaten away, all that I am, but bones go on. Here o'er my grave, the flowering field covers my rot, and with each bursting bloom deeper despair is wrought; for beauty stabs an ugly soul with hopes of life, simplicity beguiles guile. How like a knife! These sweet and gentle things remind me what I am, and I, betrayed by love, each waving petal damn. If only now I could forget myself and see, could let these deadly waves of beauty finish me.