Had an asthma attack yesterday. Been very low energy. Don’t really want to do anything.
Do you ever feel like hope is just a form of enslavement? a grift? that all the promises of life are a carrot that you’ll never eat? The stick is real enough. Pain drives us forward, but are we just asses being driven to our graves?
Anyway, I get depressed when I’m sick. Haven’t done anything today, and that makes me feel useless. Being alone with yourself is terrible. I know that these moments of despair will pass, but they seem to last forever.
Tale Told 
Hey! Firstly, so that you know, you are battling something that can be so frustrating and hinder your everyday activities, so kudos to that.
Asthma is not at all easy to handle and so many of us live through this issue, so, in no way you should feel alone or left out. What and how you manage your asthma symptoms requires effort and proper asthma treatments.
Nonetheless, people like you inspire so many of us. Thanks a lot for sharing. You are brave in every way you can be.
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